You know i'll walk them miles.

sooo. just got back from dennys. xD i eat like a monster. and its pretty embarrassing lol. my dad said something about it. then my mom. then my dad again xD oh wells. food is good ok? and anyways. today was ok. i got a new seat in history today. front seat. right next to crosby -___- i forgot we were picking seats today D: so i walked jeffy to class with maria and we lagged :P and now that im sitting there i feel the need to talk to her or something O_o but im not going to. pshh. the rest of the day was whatever. except for lunch. haha. we played the watermelon game. soo fun. but i was like one of the first to lose /)_(\ PHAIL. but fun haha. so tomorrow is dannys bday. he doesnt seem too happy about it =/ i wonder why. i had that plan of doing that one thing that me and jessica discussed. with those 16 things that you put on that one thing... but rawr. maybe i wont do it anymore >.<

And it feels like its the first time that anyones ever brought the sun without the rain.

woke up at 745ish. at 8 doreena came barging into our apartment... APPARENTLY SOMEONE FORGOT TO LOCK THE DOOR LAST NIGHT /)_< we coulda got robbed or something. tsk tsk. we got my hair done while talking about korean dramas xD fuuuun. then scott picked me up and took me to his house. friggin mart and phillip took longer to get ready than me and my aunt. what a bunch of girls. so we got to church pretty late. =/ oh wells. mass wasnt that bad. i expected it to be longer. i didnt even realize it but i fot confirmed before everyone at the table xD suckaaas. just keeding :P but what really made my day was when i was walking out and i saw danny xD big surprise. he even dressed up for me xD all my cousins have been asking me if he was going to come and i said no because i really didnt think hed want to go to church. hes buddhist, he thinks? xD i didnt even know he knew what time it started o.o but im glad i was wrong xD after the mass, i ran around a lot to take pictures, and hide from my family. shame shame, i know. and my dad kept looking at me. like suspiciously >.< i got really worried. i was freaking out cause i thought he saw me with danny. then i forgot about it and ate pho at phillips house, watched them play streetfighter, and fell asleep listening to my ipod. then went home to change and went to the restaurant. after we ate... me, viv, kathy, and mindy went to the mall. got some new clothes. theyre pretty xD lol then the mall closed and we had to run all the way around the mall to get back to the restaurant cause all the doors were locked D: it was scary cause it was nighttime and yeaa four young girls walking aloneish... that has danger written all over it. but we made it safely, and back at the restaurant, my dad was like staring at me. i got so scared. but i blew it off and went up to him like normal and stuff. he kinda ignored me :'[ i got kinda sad >.< and it made me worry some more. rawr. but when we got home and everyone was like all ready for bed, and i was watching snl, he came out and pulled the chair out and told me to sit down. i was like !@#%# here it comes >.< and then he told me to give him a massage. LOL. phewwwww. i think hes stressed, probably worrying about he should be at work, and how im confirmed, one more daughter to go. next thing he knows, ill be graduating >.< its all very scary when i think about it too. and it makes me sad. i think im ok for now. but my mom was like ehh when she found out i got flowers from kevinwiththeeye and that i didnt introduce him to my dad -__- she was like dont be all sneaky. you can have friends. just not _____. technically she didnt even say it. so im ok right? >.< whatevers.

so today is our one month<3 ^___^ whats embarrassing is that i really wanted to shout it out to the world. yea i had that kind of feeling all day xD but no one really cared LOL so yea. anyways, im hella tired. dreaming time. night world.

I gotta find you.

another day. pe was like whatever. i just didnt feel like playing if that wasnt obvious. we lost a lot. my bad. and jessica smashed a bird at the back of my head. owwiee. she did it on purpose >:O concussion... o.o justkeeding. and then later kluu was all blaming me for getting him sick D: i did not. if anything HE got ME sick rawr. what a coldcold day. me and jessica had to tutor. funnn. well kinda i guess. i just didnt want to be there. but it was ok. mr moore sent me on a battery rampage to fix the broken clock in the 300 lab. xD wandered around the halls looking for a custodian so i could ask for a battery LOL i feel like i was sent on a silly errand just so id leave the room or something :P but it took a while to find a custodian and i went to the custodial office or something? idk lol and the guy was looking for a battery for me and then he was like uhhh ill just bring it later. i was like okie pokies :] next thing i knew the clock was working :O and i didnt even get the battery yet... weird.. talked to mrtran aka scary bald guy about our classes. i guess im sticking with my classes >.< and the whole time jessica was trying to make me listen to this song but i wouldnt. i guess im just out of it. usually id be all over that. and kathy was like no itll make her sad! and yea so now im listening to it. -___-" its pretty... and sad =/ bummer. so weird. this morning i was scared. then bummed. then i accepted it. then i was hella surprised! sooooo caught off guard. i didnt know what to do. so i started freaking out. -__-" bad idea huh? stupid palmrose is in the box and i look at it and im like UGHH. im sooo obvlivious /)_< but i dont care. not like it makes a difference. ill just give it to mindy. so i was talking to jessica and i kinda got the courage to face him. but then something just shot me down. bummer.

Don't forget.

rawr. i dont like how this is right now. why is everyone so blahh? its like theres this bug going around making everyone all sad =/ seriously. EVERYONE. its not just me. i KNEW this week was going to be bad >.< must have been in denial yesterday. so ive been talking to elfy a lot lately. weird. i feel like ive known him for a while. i can openly talk to him about stuff and i think its cool that he can talk to me too. him and his noona problems and me and my idk... stupidity? we're all in the same boat... that is sooo sad :P you know what? going to the beach sounds nice. maybe ill get wise one to take me one day. in the morning. ill bet he'll love to swim when no ones there. but idk maybe the waves will be too calm for him? not enough of a challenge? :P whatevers. im suppose to do history right now. i already gave up on chem *sigh* im gonna do my best to fix this. i keep remembering how happy i was near the end of last week. i think id do anything to just replay it again. no matter how ridiculous mindy gets with her demands. and thats saying something cause theyre pretty ridiculous already -__-" but no one knows but me and her cause its hella embarrassing on my part -__-" this is my pride im talking about! >:O anyways im getting tired. hopefully i dont do anything stupid and tomorrows a better day. *fingers crossed* i have no idea what came over me today or last night >.< im just sick of beef right now. which reminds me, its funny how many ppl aimed me up asking me why beef wasnt good for them xD oh and im sick rawr. how? i thought it was allergies. =/ i was wrong. cause i was sneezing way too much and i was getting chills but i thought that was cause my apartment was cold which it is, and now my throat hurts. boohoo. right before comfirmation too D:

Lolli lolli lollipop oh youre my lollipop.

i think mindys napping so ill sneak on for a a bit xD today was kinda ehh. but whatevers. went straight home today so i had to miss the tennis game. i couldnt go support my boys :'[ sorrysorry. *fingers crossed* i hope jeffy and david, and ken and vinh SWEEP ;D dammit i just realized today's game was against BOLSA TT________TT we've been waiting for this. i dont pay attention well... even mindy knew?! wtf. i fail TT____TT i wouldnt have been able to handle it anyways. my allergies are all out of whack >.< it suckssss. stupid springtime RAWR. and heart "disease" is bugging me again. -____-" been hurting and all since this weekend. tears. what if i DIE?! justkeeding. overreacting. lol i blame it on my out of whack flow.

p.s. im usually a vegetarian but i guess im beefing.

Say it again for me.

last night i went to bed all bummed. i was like darn it! its gonna be a bad week i can feel it >.< but i woke up this morning and was like its a new day. :] so i got to see everyone and that was good. i missed everyone<3 and jeff was all i missed you too and i was like but you missed me the most and he was like yeaa. and then maria got jealous. LOL and he was like gosh kelly stop taking all the miss xD hes such a CUTIEEEE! xD so today was a pretty chill day i think. except my flow was all messed up and it was bugging me. only maria and jeff know what that means (i think) xD poor jeff LOLOLOL then afterschool, i gave danny his surprise but apparently it wasnt good enough so ill surprise him again tomorrow... maybe :P and doreena took me and mindy to buy the potluck food. got some pastries... not bad haha and then stopped by for frozen yogurt. we talked about stuff like how she finally got to see danny. now shes gonna interrogate mart LOL. good luck with that :P and then i found out my grandma came home from the hospital ^_____^ my mom was overreacting about the alzheimer i think. hopefully >.< but shes back. so thats good. so me maria and jessica had an intense conversation about serious stuff and stuff like universal cuteness. LOL that was fun xD then i got my dress approved. PHEW. no more worries ;D but amelia might still yell at me o.o fudgers ill get maria and jessica to back me up xD ill just hide behind them while she yells... >.< but its all good in the neighborhood ;D

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woke up. went to church. then barbecue with the family. fuuun. haha ate a lot... like a MONSTER :P then helped phillip with his physics project. shame shame. make a bridge in one day? really? he had one week. smart one. -_____-" still havent visited my grandma =/ everyones taking turns to watch her at the hospital. i think its arousing drama within the family? rawr. just when everyone is suppose to get together for mine and mart's confirmation *sighsighsigh*