Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

I woke up super late today and it was so HOTTT :'[ I was on the phone with customer care for like more than an hour trying to figure out how to set up picture messaging /)_< but I was on hold half the time and they kept taking me off of hold to tell me thanks for holding.. Now keep holding. Stupid machine. LOL anyway. My teeth are really sensitive right now D: i'm like scared to eat ice cream even though it's so hot >.< rawr!! Ooooh today danny wooed me with his fancy words and put a HUGE smile on my face xD it was super corny LOL but cuuute heheh it's almost my birthday! OMG! Jk it's not a big deal for me lol my mom already tells everyone I'm 16 LOL she started doing that when mindy turned 14 LOL today my dad was like.. What do you want to do for your birthday? And honestly I have no idea :P so he gave me suggestions like why don't we do it on labor day? And want to go to the beach? And then he looks at me and was like... How about vegas? LOL why not? xD actually I really doubt it haha *sigh* I'm getting old D: I can't sleep... Darn nostalgia and stuff -__- this always happens at the end of summer >:O I think I'll read. I've got lots of catching up to do >.<

You gotta do what you gotta do so you can be a better you.

yay. new sim card. UNLIMITED TEXTING ^-^ i think i went kinda crazy.. LOL trying to learn how to text heheh it was hot today and diana took me and mindy to tastea and target. funnn. then i went home and accidentally took a nap xD then i realized i didnt eat anything like ALL DAY :OOOO unhealthy D: and like someone called my old number and was like "you want to play?" and i was like who is this?" and they were like "you want to play?" and then i was like "i think you have the wrong number... bye?" and then they were like "NONONONNOOOO i just want you to play... you want to play?" I WAS SO CONFUSED. and then they hung up on me -__- i cant tell if that was a crank call or what... but i was like WTF??? D: i dont like being confused >.< we went to stater bros today and stocked up on frozen food. ehh. for some reason i dont have much of an appetite? and like the left side of my tummy was hurting sooo bad D: like i was on my flow or something O_o super bad cramps D: i thought i was gonna die :'[ but i didnt. so yeaaa :P

I don't care.

We got the phones today. Yay. Thanks wise one for taking me even though it was hella hot x_x so I've decided the phone isn't THAT ugly LOL but I still have to get used to it :P ... I didn't know I twisted words... >.< not fun. Not fun at all.

Mart: when we were little me and peter wanted to know what a fartbomb smelled like. so we bought one and cut it open a little and sniffed it... We almost died x_x

LOLOLOL

I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly.

Phone shopping all day today. Plus some other errands. Pshh that one guy from nguoi viet supermarket tried to sell us 3 phones for more than $300 but we went to a different place and got the same three phones and an extra $15 back. In your FACE! Stupid guy -__- he reminded me of that one guy in pe last year who kept smashing the birdie and hitting me -__- anyway... Yay for the LG neon with touch dialing and slidey qwerty keyboard. Too bad I don't get mine till tomorrow D: and the new plan doesn't start until Friday. And it's not as pretty as I thought it was... It's kinda ugly D: oh well ill get used to it i guess.. lol should really start sleeping early /)_<

I'm taking a roadtrip.

My mom took a day off so we could go to Huntington park. I was kinda excited. Supposedly it's really pretty. So diana and doreena picked us up and we drove like two hours while my mom and my cousins talked about all the family drama -__- then we stopped by starbucks and got some goodies lol then we drove around these neighborhoods for like FOREVER to look for the place. There were such pretty houses but there were some creepy ones too *shivers* my mom made it worse by telling us her personal ghost stories that happened to her when we were living in that one apartment in Georgia. I was like WTF? We had ghosts?! Thank goodness I was young and didn't know anything. Ignorance is bliss :D then my mom told diana about mindys story. For some reason she didn't know about it. My mom is a pretty good story teller cause I've heard the same story so many times but I still creeps me out LOL anyway the whole time doreena was driving and turns out we were going around in a circle and we ended up at the same starbucks we were at earlier LOL then we looked to the right and we found Huntington park LOL it was right there and we just drove passed it /)_< doreena was kinda pissed LOL so that was like 2 and a half hours. Then we go through the gates and the security guy tells us that the botanical garden closes at 430... I look at the clock and it's 420 /)_< ridiculous! So we decided to go home. I got kinda carsick and since I was sitting in the middle my butt got kinda numb LOL we went to some store and shopped for a bit. I got 2 new shirts. I think they're pretty :] but one of them is kinda ripped at the strap. I'll have to fix that. And I was going to buy this dress. It was really cute but my mom wouldn't let me get it =/ oh well. I don't wear dresses much anyway LOL where would I wear it to anyway? :P after that we ate crawfish and went to my house so my mom could cut dianas hair. Then she trimmed my bangs and doreena brought Anthony over. We played thirteen and scared diana with the illusion app on the itouch xD doreenas idea LOL we hung out a bit then they left. But Anthony said he'd take us to dennys at 3 in the morning. I called his bluff but it's 3 now and me and mindy are still at home :P FAIL. LOL anyway. Even though we didn't get what we wanted today it wasn't that bad. Yay :] what happens in the car STAYS in the car ;] LOL

Diana: I have to pee.... I have to pee.........DOREENA, I HAVE TO PEE! GO!!!
Doreena: O_o its a RED LIGHT

LOLOLOL

You brought me back.

YESTERDAY: tracy woke me up early to go to her house for the family gathering cause my dad finally came to his senses and let me and mindy go. we got there around 11ish and vivian and tracy ditched us at their own house to go to the mall -_- they left us alone with their cousins from vietnam and the jumping castle o_o awkward turtle???? very much. i didnt eat much even though there was a lot of food. but i played with brandon and vinh a lot. vinh was holding my hand and jumping in the jumper. such a cutie lol then he started jumping and attempted to do splits xD so crazyyyy. brandon was super cute ^-^ hed play with the balloon and let it fly up and then make me help him jump up to get it. and when id carry him up id count to 3 and he'd count with me xD sooooooooo cute :'] then i put him to sleep and me mindy and vivian went to confession. after that we walked to the park near blessed sacrament and the three of us went on the tire swings. FUNNNN x] then we ran to the mini seesaw and mindy and vivian sat on the ends while i sat in the middle on the fulcrum thingy. we seesawed and omgoodness it was so nostalgic cause we were talking about like our future and old times in georgia. we even started singing those oldold songs that we used to listen to all the time in georgia xD LMAO kinda embarrassing but thats ok. just a bunch of little kids there anyway :P that was soo fun lol. we stayed there for like an hour or so cause we thought saturday mass was at 530... tracy lied D: we missed the first half -_- then peter and philip picked us up and i finally got to see peters new phone. LG touch. niiiiiice. but i still want the neon heheh. but its kinda ugly.. oh well lol. when we got back to the house everyone was pretty much there. i didnt eat much.. idk why. no appetite i guess? so after we ate we went outside to hang out cause the house was so stuffy. brandon was being a cutie once again lol he wouldnt eat but he kept playing around. HOW COULD I RESIST?! such a cutieee xD then later i tried to play with this other baby. FAIL. she was so weird.. like a robot. NO FACIAL EXPRESSION. she just sat there. but get this. the only time she showed any emotion was when she made a sad face cause i was there -_______- whatever. i dont need her pshh. walked around then went to the room and sang along to the radio. then my uncle came in and passed out on the bed cause he was drunk x] but before that... "uncle you smell like mosquito spray :X" .. "i am?!" LOLOL then later.. *music plays in the background* "SOMEBODY TURN OF THAT ALARM!!!" LOLOLOL then i left to go for a walk and talk to kathy. i guess i am stubborn sometimes... :'[ after the walk i went inside and played with brandon some more. HE WAS BREAKDANCING xD sooo cute!!! omgahhhh hes only like 22 months old and hes BREAKDANCING!!!!!!!! cutieeeeee xD then we had to go home... i hate it when my dad gets drunk -_-

TODAY: my mom woke me up at 7 to go to church. then she said no. O_o ok... and then i couldnt go back to sleep -_- so i talked to danny. seemed like things were back to normal. i really missed him =/ but i knew we hadnt resolved anything so we tried to talk it out again. we didnt get far cause i had to go to church with peter mart and kathy. after church we went to phillips house for the family gathering. i didnt eat much there either cause i still didnt have much of an appetite i guess. later we played slapjack with all the cousins and my mom. LOL she sucks BIG TIME. she was last like every time we had to slap the deck :P then we played heart attack. omgoodness vivian... "DUH BUH DAIIIIIIIIII" and cindy "OH YEA?!!!!! ...tracy" LOLOL i almost lost. but me and kathy tied and we played rock paper scissors and i won. i always pick rock... youd think people would realize that by now.. LOL then we sat around and watched harry potter on abc family lol funnn :]

*kayla's mom yells at her for playing on the stairs*
kayla: *points at her mom* thats mommy
kayla: mommy scary!

LOLOL cutieeeee ^-^

Watching the seasons fly.

Happy birthday to neil :] so i dragged mindy to kathys birthday today. she kept giving me beef about it too D: my bad.. but at least she had fun in the end :DD so we played a dangerous game today... the watermelon game EXTREME :O loser takes a shot of nuoc mam. it wasnt that much but it was hellaaaaaaaa nasty. i lost pretty quick. and when we did the warmups i lost first like 4 times in a row LOLOL thankgoodness that was only warmups xD so we got the table together(minus kevin cause idk why.. and hes the one who always gives me beef about not going to stuff. RAWRRR >:O) we had our meetings about whether or not we should change tables. seriously, i want a square one with shade. no need to cut all our lives short because of SKIN CANCER. goodness! and supposedly we're gonna get matching shoes LOL purple? mmkssss ^-^ hmmm intense coversations. and this time with the guys LOL they kinda make it less intense though. especially when the is looking at his hair going "intensity UP!" or something like that? LOL completely kills it :P *sigh* good times :] i hope kathy had fun. i did for the most part. then maria took me and mindy home. ahhh love her mom. so funny xD we asked her if she could tell whos older. she took one look at us and the look on her face was like *stumped* then she went "NAHHHHH" in viet. LOLOLOL so hopefully we get the new phones tomorrow :] im so excited ^-^ but if we dont imma be sooo bummed :"[ so ok ive decided this week i need to annotate like HELLLLLLL xD im soooo behind D: i need to focus. no distractions. ahhh >.<

yay more family drama. what? now me and mindy cant see anyone just because our parents are being stupid and immature and fighting over something as stupid as money? WHAT THE HELL??? its not even my moms fault. theyre the ones who made a big deal out of it. this familys got so many fucking issues. everyones stubborn and proud. and they talk shit about each other behind their backs. we never had to deal with this in georgia. we didnt have all this drama on my moms side. everything is so up close and personal over here. so freaking nosy and quick to judge. always thinking theyre right. dont get me wrong. i love them.. sometimes.. but these old asian ways are a little over the top. *sigh* thank you wise one for calming me down >.<

peteroks z (12:48:44 AM): this is why i hate them.
peteroks z (12:50:01 AM): they would always say stupid shit like why arent you like this why arent you like that.
peteroks z (12:50:10 AM): FUCKERS PLEASE. im peter.
peteroks z (12:50:12 AM): i rock.

LOLOLOL

I don't really care cause I'm not really here and you're not really there.

Today we went to the supermarket (O_o?!?!) to get new cell phones... Yeaaaa. Mindy and I tried to convince my parents to get unlimited texting but I don't think I worked =/ bummerrrrrr. I saw this LG that's a touch and a slidey and I wanted it! But it costs $50 -__- and we took too long to decide and my grandparents were waiting for us to go to my uncles house so we had to leave without getting new phones :'[ so yea we went to my uncles house for some sort of small family gathering. I played with the little ones outside. So freakin adorable!! xD brandon is ooober cute when he tries to talk xD and when he sighs a shakes his head after he drinks water xD that cutieeee ^-^ but playing outside with them all day wore me out x_x they were diggin holes with the toy shovel in the backyard and taking turns was hard with one shovel and three little boys /)_< so I got each of them a plastic spoon LOL fun :P but know what's even more fun? Family drama! Yay -__- seriously? Just cause she has beef with my mom (who by the way didn't even start anything) my aunt couldn't even look at me. so my mom didn't do anything but she's gonna take it out on her anyway? And what the heck? Why not completely ignore that I exist just because I'm my moms daughter? Ha! Yea. Really mature -__- whatever. I'll just suck it up like I always do yea? On the plus side kathys present is all ready :] down side? I need to catch up ALOTALOT /)_< but lately I've been obsessed with one tree hill xD LOL season one on YouTube xD hehehe anyways super sleepy.. I think I'll go to bed early tonight. I owe danny 11surprises (only cause he was generous and let me slide some)

P.S. Happy five months <3

You're the perfect thing to say.

So yesterday I caught up with jessica and maria. Gag worthy? Sorry xD LOL it's good to catch up. I can't wait for kathys party thing so we can hang out :]

Last night me and mindy had a very interesting conversation till 430... yup. First sister to sister girl talk like... EVER??? LOL we talked about uhhh motorcycles... LOL and the perfect way to reject a proposal *bang bang* "try again another time when I'm NOT pmsing" *walks away* LOL so mean. I didn't think of it.. That was all mindy :P and we talked about how her future boyfriend is gonna be her opposite and she described my opposite since opposites attract. She described danny LOL xD we talked about a lot of stuff. Seriously... First time ever. She never opens up like this. It all started becaus she was fawning over "mr. Intensity" LOL .. Funny...

A little bit of heaven and a little bit of hell.

a little more than an hour and my hair still looks the same... O____o and my flow just started today too so sitting still was hellaaaaa uncomfortable D: but seriously.. it was like an hour and 6 minutes.. maybe more /)_< i need a real haircut -______-

things on my mind:
-kathys present... OMGOMGOMG O_____O
-eastofeden... i dont wanna D: *throws a fit*
-the song "happyending"... so pretty ^-^ but sad =/
-and YOUUUUUUUUUU ;D