so so FUZZY...

ahh. so i completely forgot about blogging. its been what almost a week? guess i've just been busy... distracted... you know... FUZZY. >.< so as of the last time i blogged, im completely over metro/kardashian/karkrash. lets just say that that crush WAS a car crash. putting me in such am emotional wreck. but im good now. because there was someone who picked up the pieces and put a smile on my face. and that smile seems almost permanent now. xD CAREBEAR <3. i never noticed him before until just recently. it surprised me how cute he was personality wise and i guess looks too. LOL. but our conversations went from just messing around to full on, hardcore flirting.. for me anyways LOL. idk. maybe he's dropping hints? or maybe im just getting my hopes up and setting myself up for complete disappointment. D: ive told majk and they seem to be really happy for me. but we've rotated again. basically me and jessica switched spots. i feel bad though cause she was soo happy and now she seems on the brink of giving up. :| if i can get over that situation with metro/kardashian/karkrash, then she can too. i dont wnat her to give up even though dynamite is being a total jerk. i know she can bring him back into the light. and if not, i guess we'll just have to meet a few people behind the apartments afterschool xD haha yeaa but its just hard to give jessica my full support when im so fuzzy xD i think im really in like. i just realized that i have butterflies in my stomach i thought it was just cause i was maybe a little sick. idk about him but hes definitely stolen my heart. ill officially give it to him next week. he just wont know what it will symbolize.