I know that after tonight, you dont have to look up at the stars

i dont know why. but ive been really tired this week. thank goodness this week has gone by really fast cause tomorrows friday :] cant wait. well, i can wait for that ortho appointment :P for some reason, everything seems to be flying by (except for my classes) and now im freaking out about my... FUTURE *dun dun DUN!* the year is almost over. we still have like a month and half left to be sophomores. as bad as this sounds. im going to continue to put this off for a bit. just lock it in a box and put it in the back of my closet. right behind all those boxes of stuff xD

pe was extremely long, and i was tired. then spanish was long. speaking of long. omgoodnesss long -_- that smarty. he shouldnt have been messing around with his blackberry in the first place! but mirsch is still -_- and yeaaa at lunch me jessica and kathy made kevinluu a poster for his last game of the season. so last minute xD but it looked good. and i tried to tape it to the fence but the wind blew it and hella made it whack me -___- that was embarrassing LOL and now we have to make one for the jv boys xD but theres so many >.< what do we do now?! D: the game was baaaaad. i think kevin was losing /)_(\ richard is the weak link!!! why couldnt he have a better partner D: but i still dont know how he did cause kathy doesnt know how to keep score -_- neither does the stats girl O_o i could be a better stats girl. pshh. i really hate no knowing the score. how do you just watch?? it was bugging me the whole time. rawr. and the sun was in my eyes =/ it hurted. and kathy wouldnt be my shade. the meanie NO FOOD FOR HER! :P HA! plus im too lazy to make it anyway. ahh idk why but im soo tired >.< these eight hours of sleep arent doing much for me. i guess im used to having not enough sleep and now im getting too much? and its making me tired? weird... so sleepy. buti have stuff to do. like study and study some more. and draw charmander... xD its gonna be my epic PHAIL /)_(\ and omg i still havent asked... >.< just waiting for the right moment. yuuup.

Its you. Its you. You make me sing.

omgoodness i went to sleep sooo early last night xD like 11. that means EIGHT HOURS of sleep ;D but then when my first alarm went off... i got up, turned it off and went back to sleep... then my second alarm went off. it was the radio so like kiis fm was on for like 15 minutes. and i woke up then went back to sleep. then mindy's alarm went off and both of us woke up but neither of us actually got out of bed /)_< then my dad woke us up at 730 -_____- so we were rushing and i barely got to school on time. i finally realize why mindy lags so much. school doenst start till like 830 for her so she can afford to lag -____- no wonder. wait till she gets to LQ that little punk. imma make her RUN.

so anyways. math was interesting. jeff sure loves scolding me in vietnamese LOL like hes my father or something. i changed seats to "work on math cst review" with a partner. me and jeff were really behind xD john was at like 50? and me and jeff were still at 20something :P i wonder why we're doing so bad in that class.... and then mr. t's class came and kathyn sat with us. and we played some game with the class. and me and jeff teamed up to give each other participation points. that was nice haha. i like that seat! i cant believe she makes me sit all the way on the other side with the freshmen D: and that one freshman wont switch with me >:O before that though, maria and jeff drew a freeman earring on duys LEFT ear xD freeman was purple but duys ear was RED LOLOL and later i double dog dared maria to rest her head, and duy's reaction was PRICELESS xD he did that doubletake thing and slowly moved away xD and then lunchtime... maria TRIPLE DOG DARED jeff to do it. but i didnt get to see cause i was getting lunch D: AND apparently im porking. its not beefing anymore. ive taken it to the next level? pshhhh. just for that i should call her right now cause shes probably napping... mwahhaha :P justkeeding.

i missed 6-7 questions on the bio review. technically it was 6 cause i accidently bubbled in the wrong answer. im sooo serious i knew the answer! light dependent- NOT atp driven pshh. if it was a real test, i would have doublechecked and caught that :P yeaaa. so i asked danny to watch the play with me on friday, and kathy is going to ask rancho ;D and we can get in for FREE cause we got the connections ;D hehee. charlie's aunt? hmm should be interesting... but i might have to leave early. like before 430 for my ortho appointment -_- and then i guess ill walk to scotts house so he can take me there. i hope its not that long >.< i dont exactly want to leave before it ends. i hate not knowing the ending but oh well. and then kathy will be all alone with rancho... O.O and mindy? shell be... there. that reminds me. i have to ask her a question.

p.s. im currently obsessed with EVERYTHING (by michael buble) :] and another thing? the table. i could see it happening.

So i wrote you a song.

rawr. maria still wont tell me why she threw that empty juicy carton at me :'[ MEANMEANMEAN! anyway, badminton for 2hours was ok. an extra hour of fuuuuun. as if i really care -_- and then spanish was looong. and me and andrewvu and long were playing sticks. andrew is really good o.o its like weird that hes so pro at it O___o all the strategies and stuff. i suck LOL and then later we were listening to my ipod and longs blackberry and they were singing.... fun haha. then cst was whatever. but theres "tbsk" written on the back of jennifer's seat which means a gangbanger sits in my seat o.o and then afterschool i went to watch the game... sorta. the starters didnt play. that was no fun D: i am sooo there for league finals to support them jv boys. :] and before we went home jeffrey was modeling xD hes got that model pout going on LOL that cutie haha.

Touch my hand.

sooo. i caught up on all my math hw ;D so proud of myself :'] now no math hw for another 2 weeks? niiiiice. then i took a nap. i was sooo weird, cause i had all this pressure on my eyes... like it hurt D: i musta been reaaaaaaally tired. anyway... got the computer fixed. :D its soo annoying though cause scott updated it like crazy. and the tabs are all weird and im not used to any of it D: and the mouse is soooo sensitive. it keeps clicking other things when im not even touching it so im like typing and then it clicks to somewhere else D: but im sooo glad we have the computer back. i was about to die D: and poor kluu. he keeps calling me to tell me to work on the spanish project but everytime he calls, either mindy is using the laptop or its all out of whack so it goes from nagging me to do the project to talking about random stuff. such a drama queen, that one. and i suppose i should do some research now... but im too lazy. its late. i should go to sleep. english cst tomorrow. yippeeee. *yawn*

You know i'll walk them miles.

sooo. just got back from dennys. xD i eat like a monster. and its pretty embarrassing lol. my dad said something about it. then my mom. then my dad again xD oh wells. food is good ok? and anyways. today was ok. i got a new seat in history today. front seat. right next to crosby -___- i forgot we were picking seats today D: so i walked jeffy to class with maria and we lagged :P and now that im sitting there i feel the need to talk to her or something O_o but im not going to. pshh. the rest of the day was whatever. except for lunch. haha. we played the watermelon game. soo fun. but i was like one of the first to lose /)_(\ PHAIL. but fun haha. so tomorrow is dannys bday. he doesnt seem too happy about it =/ i wonder why. i had that plan of doing that one thing that me and jessica discussed. with those 16 things that you put on that one thing... but rawr. maybe i wont do it anymore >.<

And it feels like its the first time that anyones ever brought the sun without the rain.

woke up at 745ish. at 8 doreena came barging into our apartment... APPARENTLY SOMEONE FORGOT TO LOCK THE DOOR LAST NIGHT /)_< we coulda got robbed or something. tsk tsk. we got my hair done while talking about korean dramas xD fuuuun. then scott picked me up and took me to his house. friggin mart and phillip took longer to get ready than me and my aunt. what a bunch of girls. so we got to church pretty late. =/ oh wells. mass wasnt that bad. i expected it to be longer. i didnt even realize it but i fot confirmed before everyone at the table xD suckaaas. just keeding :P but what really made my day was when i was walking out and i saw danny xD big surprise. he even dressed up for me xD all my cousins have been asking me if he was going to come and i said no because i really didnt think hed want to go to church. hes buddhist, he thinks? xD i didnt even know he knew what time it started o.o but im glad i was wrong xD after the mass, i ran around a lot to take pictures, and hide from my family. shame shame, i know. and my dad kept looking at me. like suspiciously >.< i got really worried. i was freaking out cause i thought he saw me with danny. then i forgot about it and ate pho at phillips house, watched them play streetfighter, and fell asleep listening to my ipod. then went home to change and went to the restaurant. after we ate... me, viv, kathy, and mindy went to the mall. got some new clothes. theyre pretty xD lol then the mall closed and we had to run all the way around the mall to get back to the restaurant cause all the doors were locked D: it was scary cause it was nighttime and yeaa four young girls walking aloneish... that has danger written all over it. but we made it safely, and back at the restaurant, my dad was like staring at me. i got so scared. but i blew it off and went up to him like normal and stuff. he kinda ignored me :'[ i got kinda sad >.< and it made me worry some more. rawr. but when we got home and everyone was like all ready for bed, and i was watching snl, he came out and pulled the chair out and told me to sit down. i was like !@#%# here it comes >.< and then he told me to give him a massage. LOL. phewwwww. i think hes stressed, probably worrying about he should be at work, and how im confirmed, one more daughter to go. next thing he knows, ill be graduating >.< its all very scary when i think about it too. and it makes me sad. i think im ok for now. but my mom was like ehh when she found out i got flowers from kevinwiththeeye and that i didnt introduce him to my dad -__- she was like dont be all sneaky. you can have friends. just not _____. technically she didnt even say it. so im ok right? >.< whatevers.

so today is our one month<3 ^___^ whats embarrassing is that i really wanted to shout it out to the world. yea i had that kind of feeling all day xD but no one really cared LOL so yea. anyways, im hella tired. dreaming time. night world.

I gotta find you.

another day. pe was like whatever. i just didnt feel like playing if that wasnt obvious. we lost a lot. my bad. and jessica smashed a bird at the back of my head. owwiee. she did it on purpose >:O concussion... o.o justkeeding. and then later kluu was all blaming me for getting him sick D: i did not. if anything HE got ME sick rawr. what a coldcold day. me and jessica had to tutor. funnn. well kinda i guess. i just didnt want to be there. but it was ok. mr moore sent me on a battery rampage to fix the broken clock in the 300 lab. xD wandered around the halls looking for a custodian so i could ask for a battery LOL i feel like i was sent on a silly errand just so id leave the room or something :P but it took a while to find a custodian and i went to the custodial office or something? idk lol and the guy was looking for a battery for me and then he was like uhhh ill just bring it later. i was like okie pokies :] next thing i knew the clock was working :O and i didnt even get the battery yet... weird.. talked to mrtran aka scary bald guy about our classes. i guess im sticking with my classes >.< and the whole time jessica was trying to make me listen to this song but i wouldnt. i guess im just out of it. usually id be all over that. and kathy was like no itll make her sad! and yea so now im listening to it. -___-" its pretty... and sad =/ bummer. so weird. this morning i was scared. then bummed. then i accepted it. then i was hella surprised! sooooo caught off guard. i didnt know what to do. so i started freaking out. -__-" bad idea huh? stupid palmrose is in the box and i look at it and im like UGHH. im sooo obvlivious /)_< but i dont care. not like it makes a difference. ill just give it to mindy. so i was talking to jessica and i kinda got the courage to face him. but then something just shot me down. bummer.