I dont want to go to bed mad at you.

last night me and kathy planned jeff's bday. ohmysnaps i jsut realized i forgot to make his fake cake >.< darn it. ill make it later. but itll be rushed and ugly D: cookie cake yup yup and BALLOONS :] fun. i hope hes surprised xD im soooo excited lol so then i woke up at 8 this morning. organized my notebooks and stuff until i heard my parents leave, then got out of bed and cleaned up everything, and i mean EVERYTHING. mindy was no help whatsoever -____- listened to music and went on aim so it wasnt THAT bad. then maria came over. and we watched changeling. xD haha she got distracted so we didnt finish. its all good though cause all i have to do is cut and paste. itll be UGLYYYYY but who cares? xD and then i ran downstairs after maria left cause scott came to take us to church. but the only seat left was the front seat. and the door wouldnt open, and we were running late. so scott rolled down the window and told me to climb in LOL. he was just kidding but i did it anyway LOLOLOL surprisingly it wasnt that hard xD the trouble woulda been climbing out in front of the people at church xD but good thing he got it to open lol. mass was interesting. sitting next to viet was fun haha. even though hes got muscles he couldnt open the little bag for the pin. pshh i opened it like NOTHING. strong my butt. and powerpuff girl? pleaseeeeee only in his dreams :P so after church went home and showered. then i get a call from kathy dao. omgoooodness. my cousin. thats hella nasty. my COUSIN. thats just weird. weird weird weird. >.< me and kathy were pretty freaked out. WEIRD. i know him and he would not go for her. thats just WEIRD. and i sensed that she never really liked me :P you know what? i dont care :p i do not approve ok? get away from my cousin. seriously. she needs to back off. two guys at once? theres word for that. umm it starts with an "S" ssssssssupermodel? :P not. and then the whole thing with the communist?! duh. its soooo obvious. like reeeee to the biz-wound. sooo weird. so me and kathy were all snooping around then i got bored. and i started looking at some stuff. and i found out something that just hit me. idk. it hurt. >.< and i got kinda upset. okokok really upset. and BITTER. >.< thats never good. i never realized i knew so many insightful people. *cough* long *cough* what?! weird... and derek? LOL sooo funny. so repetitive. and like such baaaaaaaad grammar. its sooo hard for me to understand anything hes saying xD but i got the message. cause seriously. he kept repeating it. but omg. i opened up to him and shzzle and he forgot my name? the eff. loser. i didnt forget his name. hes a friggin old mannnn going senial. and wtf? i kinda look like a fish? jerk. jerk. jerk. i look like an ANGELfish ;D wait thats pretty right? xD haha. but like even though he told me that what he was going to say might hurt me. like it did a little. then i realized something else. and dude i felt so much better. and i love that vivian is my cousin. shes not afraid to keep the blunt truth from me while everyone else was like lying to make me feel better >.< shame on them. but i still love em <3 and i was telling kathy how if my life had a soundtrack, then right now mad by neyo would be playing in the background. then all of a sudden mindy started singing it. i was like whoaaaaaaaa. really. i cant stay mad/upset for long. cause then i start to miss him again >.<