waterfalls...

so yea i knew something was wrong. was in denial for a while, then i just started crying. kevin with the eye was there to try to help me laugh it off. but its not working. i called maria. she was sleeping. dont want to be selfish. but i dont want to go through this alone but i guess i have to. hes confused... idk what happened to make him feel that way =/ but kathydao was right? nooooo. i hope shes wrong. damn it. he asked me if ive ever had my heart broken. i said no. but this just might do the trick.