Peeesh out.

i think im over this blog. hello new one.

Georgia on my mind.

first day of school. i was sooo tired x_x my classes are ok i guess? except for history...i cant believe i accidentally fell asleep.. and got caught LOL i dont really know anyone in there D: i didnt see mindy much so its not that weird. i keep forgetting she goes to lq now xD the only time i saw her was at lunch when she stole my food... she has free lunch too O_o lazy butt -_- and omg it was hot at lunch today too.. i kinda regret keeping the table. i could just feel us all getting SKIN CANCER o_o i want shade :'[

soooo after school i finally opened the cards that my aunts uncles and cousins sent me from georgia. very cute :] and they sent me a check that i cant cash LOL i miss them. i havent seen them in over 2 years? thats a longtime considering we used to see each other at least once a month? =/ we're going to have a family reunion next summer. its gonna be all vacation status i think? on like a really nice beach and a hotel and stuff. how funnnnn ^-^ my aunt was talking to me about school and stuff the other day. in georgia theres the hope fund thing and highschoolers who maintain a 3.0 or above get their college tuition paid for. like those first four years or whatever. so all youd have to pay for are the books and dorm stuff. duuuude wouldnt that be nice? *sighsighsigh* its gonna go by so fast TT___TT

My life would suck without you.

monday: we went to huntington park. it was hella hot. a lot of walking. but it was fun. it was sooo pretty. we went to the japanese garden and it was so cool LOL like we were in japan :OO mindy loved it. my mom and diana were running through the sprinklers LOL then after we got pizza

tuesday: registration. omgoodness. WE'RE OFFICIALLY JUNIORS. we all got there super early and hung out. and i got to see danny for a bit. tay, duy and kathy went to get jamba juice and when everyone was reuinited we went to eat com tam. we decided to keep the old table even though we might get skin cancer x_x and we picked secret santa. i got ________________ :OOO this is gonna be hard.. :'[ when my dad picked me up he saw everyone except for jessica kathy and kevin. he thinks tay is a GANGSTER O________O only cause of his hair though. he was like your friends need to dress approriate. NOT LIKE GANGSTERS. i was like /)_(\ but theyre not gangsters!!! D: then he was like whatever and he took me home to pick up my mom and mindy. we went to the tmobile place to set up my dads bluetooth and we washed the car. fuuuun... not really lol after we were all starving and mindy was craving something spicy so we went to eat crawfish. while we were there my and mindy taught my dad how to text LOL funny. it was such a long day and i knocked out early x_x

today: we went to the shop. not fun. i got through 3 chapters and fell asleep. nothing special. didnt eat much all day. ive been losing my appetite a lot O_O and right now im starving but i dont want to eat whats for dinner... mindys getting her hair straight permed
:O this is gonna be so weird. not seeing her muffin head and what not LOL for her sake i hope it looks good cause shes got registration tomorrow. which by the way. i have to go to... super early in the morning... but at least im gonna go eat with cherry after :D

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

I woke up super late today and it was so HOTTT :'[ I was on the phone with customer care for like more than an hour trying to figure out how to set up picture messaging /)_< but I was on hold half the time and they kept taking me off of hold to tell me thanks for holding.. Now keep holding. Stupid machine. LOL anyway. My teeth are really sensitive right now D: i'm like scared to eat ice cream even though it's so hot >.< rawr!! Ooooh today danny wooed me with his fancy words and put a HUGE smile on my face xD it was super corny LOL but cuuute heheh it's almost my birthday! OMG! Jk it's not a big deal for me lol my mom already tells everyone I'm 16 LOL she started doing that when mindy turned 14 LOL today my dad was like.. What do you want to do for your birthday? And honestly I have no idea :P so he gave me suggestions like why don't we do it on labor day? And want to go to the beach? And then he looks at me and was like... How about vegas? LOL why not? xD actually I really doubt it haha *sigh* I'm getting old D: I can't sleep... Darn nostalgia and stuff -__- this always happens at the end of summer >:O I think I'll read. I've got lots of catching up to do >.<

You gotta do what you gotta do so you can be a better you.

yay. new sim card. UNLIMITED TEXTING ^-^ i think i went kinda crazy.. LOL trying to learn how to text heheh it was hot today and diana took me and mindy to tastea and target. funnn. then i went home and accidentally took a nap xD then i realized i didnt eat anything like ALL DAY :OOOO unhealthy D: and like someone called my old number and was like "you want to play?" and i was like who is this?" and they were like "you want to play?" and then i was like "i think you have the wrong number... bye?" and then they were like "NONONONNOOOO i just want you to play... you want to play?" I WAS SO CONFUSED. and then they hung up on me -__- i cant tell if that was a crank call or what... but i was like WTF??? D: i dont like being confused >.< we went to stater bros today and stocked up on frozen food. ehh. for some reason i dont have much of an appetite? and like the left side of my tummy was hurting sooo bad D: like i was on my flow or something O_o super bad cramps D: i thought i was gonna die :'[ but i didnt. so yeaaa :P

I don't care.

We got the phones today. Yay. Thanks wise one for taking me even though it was hella hot x_x so I've decided the phone isn't THAT ugly LOL but I still have to get used to it :P ... I didn't know I twisted words... >.< not fun. Not fun at all.

Mart: when we were little me and peter wanted to know what a fartbomb smelled like. so we bought one and cut it open a little and sniffed it... We almost died x_x

LOLOLOL

I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly.

Phone shopping all day today. Plus some other errands. Pshh that one guy from nguoi viet supermarket tried to sell us 3 phones for more than $300 but we went to a different place and got the same three phones and an extra $15 back. In your FACE! Stupid guy -__- he reminded me of that one guy in pe last year who kept smashing the birdie and hitting me -__- anyway... Yay for the LG neon with touch dialing and slidey qwerty keyboard. Too bad I don't get mine till tomorrow D: and the new plan doesn't start until Friday. And it's not as pretty as I thought it was... It's kinda ugly D: oh well ill get used to it i guess.. lol should really start sleeping early /)_<

I'm taking a roadtrip.

My mom took a day off so we could go to Huntington park. I was kinda excited. Supposedly it's really pretty. So diana and doreena picked us up and we drove like two hours while my mom and my cousins talked about all the family drama -__- then we stopped by starbucks and got some goodies lol then we drove around these neighborhoods for like FOREVER to look for the place. There were such pretty houses but there were some creepy ones too *shivers* my mom made it worse by telling us her personal ghost stories that happened to her when we were living in that one apartment in Georgia. I was like WTF? We had ghosts?! Thank goodness I was young and didn't know anything. Ignorance is bliss :D then my mom told diana about mindys story. For some reason she didn't know about it. My mom is a pretty good story teller cause I've heard the same story so many times but I still creeps me out LOL anyway the whole time doreena was driving and turns out we were going around in a circle and we ended up at the same starbucks we were at earlier LOL then we looked to the right and we found Huntington park LOL it was right there and we just drove passed it /)_< doreena was kinda pissed LOL so that was like 2 and a half hours. Then we go through the gates and the security guy tells us that the botanical garden closes at 430... I look at the clock and it's 420 /)_< ridiculous! So we decided to go home. I got kinda carsick and since I was sitting in the middle my butt got kinda numb LOL we went to some store and shopped for a bit. I got 2 new shirts. I think they're pretty :] but one of them is kinda ripped at the strap. I'll have to fix that. And I was going to buy this dress. It was really cute but my mom wouldn't let me get it =/ oh well. I don't wear dresses much anyway LOL where would I wear it to anyway? :P after that we ate crawfish and went to my house so my mom could cut dianas hair. Then she trimmed my bangs and doreena brought Anthony over. We played thirteen and scared diana with the illusion app on the itouch xD doreenas idea LOL we hung out a bit then they left. But Anthony said he'd take us to dennys at 3 in the morning. I called his bluff but it's 3 now and me and mindy are still at home :P FAIL. LOL anyway. Even though we didn't get what we wanted today it wasn't that bad. Yay :] what happens in the car STAYS in the car ;] LOL

Diana: I have to pee.... I have to pee.........DOREENA, I HAVE TO PEE! GO!!!
Doreena: O_o its a RED LIGHT

LOLOLOL

You brought me back.

YESTERDAY: tracy woke me up early to go to her house for the family gathering cause my dad finally came to his senses and let me and mindy go. we got there around 11ish and vivian and tracy ditched us at their own house to go to the mall -_- they left us alone with their cousins from vietnam and the jumping castle o_o awkward turtle???? very much. i didnt eat much even though there was a lot of food. but i played with brandon and vinh a lot. vinh was holding my hand and jumping in the jumper. such a cutie lol then he started jumping and attempted to do splits xD so crazyyyy. brandon was super cute ^-^ hed play with the balloon and let it fly up and then make me help him jump up to get it. and when id carry him up id count to 3 and he'd count with me xD sooooooooo cute :'] then i put him to sleep and me mindy and vivian went to confession. after that we walked to the park near blessed sacrament and the three of us went on the tire swings. FUNNNN x] then we ran to the mini seesaw and mindy and vivian sat on the ends while i sat in the middle on the fulcrum thingy. we seesawed and omgoodness it was so nostalgic cause we were talking about like our future and old times in georgia. we even started singing those oldold songs that we used to listen to all the time in georgia xD LMAO kinda embarrassing but thats ok. just a bunch of little kids there anyway :P that was soo fun lol. we stayed there for like an hour or so cause we thought saturday mass was at 530... tracy lied D: we missed the first half -_- then peter and philip picked us up and i finally got to see peters new phone. LG touch. niiiiiice. but i still want the neon heheh. but its kinda ugly.. oh well lol. when we got back to the house everyone was pretty much there. i didnt eat much.. idk why. no appetite i guess? so after we ate we went outside to hang out cause the house was so stuffy. brandon was being a cutie once again lol he wouldnt eat but he kept playing around. HOW COULD I RESIST?! such a cutieee xD then later i tried to play with this other baby. FAIL. she was so weird.. like a robot. NO FACIAL EXPRESSION. she just sat there. but get this. the only time she showed any emotion was when she made a sad face cause i was there -_______- whatever. i dont need her pshh. walked around then went to the room and sang along to the radio. then my uncle came in and passed out on the bed cause he was drunk x] but before that... "uncle you smell like mosquito spray :X" .. "i am?!" LOLOL then later.. *music plays in the background* "SOMEBODY TURN OF THAT ALARM!!!" LOLOLOL then i left to go for a walk and talk to kathy. i guess i am stubborn sometimes... :'[ after the walk i went inside and played with brandon some more. HE WAS BREAKDANCING xD sooo cute!!! omgahhhh hes only like 22 months old and hes BREAKDANCING!!!!!!!! cutieeeeee xD then we had to go home... i hate it when my dad gets drunk -_-

TODAY: my mom woke me up at 7 to go to church. then she said no. O_o ok... and then i couldnt go back to sleep -_- so i talked to danny. seemed like things were back to normal. i really missed him =/ but i knew we hadnt resolved anything so we tried to talk it out again. we didnt get far cause i had to go to church with peter mart and kathy. after church we went to phillips house for the family gathering. i didnt eat much there either cause i still didnt have much of an appetite i guess. later we played slapjack with all the cousins and my mom. LOL she sucks BIG TIME. she was last like every time we had to slap the deck :P then we played heart attack. omgoodness vivian... "DUH BUH DAIIIIIIIIII" and cindy "OH YEA?!!!!! ...tracy" LOLOL i almost lost. but me and kathy tied and we played rock paper scissors and i won. i always pick rock... youd think people would realize that by now.. LOL then we sat around and watched harry potter on abc family lol funnn :]

*kayla's mom yells at her for playing on the stairs*
kayla: *points at her mom* thats mommy
kayla: mommy scary!

LOLOL cutieeeee ^-^

Watching the seasons fly.

Happy birthday to neil :] so i dragged mindy to kathys birthday today. she kept giving me beef about it too D: my bad.. but at least she had fun in the end :DD so we played a dangerous game today... the watermelon game EXTREME :O loser takes a shot of nuoc mam. it wasnt that much but it was hellaaaaaaaa nasty. i lost pretty quick. and when we did the warmups i lost first like 4 times in a row LOLOL thankgoodness that was only warmups xD so we got the table together(minus kevin cause idk why.. and hes the one who always gives me beef about not going to stuff. RAWRRR >:O) we had our meetings about whether or not we should change tables. seriously, i want a square one with shade. no need to cut all our lives short because of SKIN CANCER. goodness! and supposedly we're gonna get matching shoes LOL purple? mmkssss ^-^ hmmm intense coversations. and this time with the guys LOL they kinda make it less intense though. especially when the is looking at his hair going "intensity UP!" or something like that? LOL completely kills it :P *sigh* good times :] i hope kathy had fun. i did for the most part. then maria took me and mindy home. ahhh love her mom. so funny xD we asked her if she could tell whos older. she took one look at us and the look on her face was like *stumped* then she went "NAHHHHH" in viet. LOLOLOL so hopefully we get the new phones tomorrow :] im so excited ^-^ but if we dont imma be sooo bummed :"[ so ok ive decided this week i need to annotate like HELLLLLLL xD im soooo behind D: i need to focus. no distractions. ahhh >.<

yay more family drama. what? now me and mindy cant see anyone just because our parents are being stupid and immature and fighting over something as stupid as money? WHAT THE HELL??? its not even my moms fault. theyre the ones who made a big deal out of it. this familys got so many fucking issues. everyones stubborn and proud. and they talk shit about each other behind their backs. we never had to deal with this in georgia. we didnt have all this drama on my moms side. everything is so up close and personal over here. so freaking nosy and quick to judge. always thinking theyre right. dont get me wrong. i love them.. sometimes.. but these old asian ways are a little over the top. *sigh* thank you wise one for calming me down >.<

peteroks z (12:48:44 AM): this is why i hate them.
peteroks z (12:50:01 AM): they would always say stupid shit like why arent you like this why arent you like that.
peteroks z (12:50:10 AM): FUCKERS PLEASE. im peter.
peteroks z (12:50:12 AM): i rock.

LOLOLOL

I don't really care cause I'm not really here and you're not really there.

Today we went to the supermarket (O_o?!?!) to get new cell phones... Yeaaaa. Mindy and I tried to convince my parents to get unlimited texting but I don't think I worked =/ bummerrrrrr. I saw this LG that's a touch and a slidey and I wanted it! But it costs $50 -__- and we took too long to decide and my grandparents were waiting for us to go to my uncles house so we had to leave without getting new phones :'[ so yea we went to my uncles house for some sort of small family gathering. I played with the little ones outside. So freakin adorable!! xD brandon is ooober cute when he tries to talk xD and when he sighs a shakes his head after he drinks water xD that cutieeee ^-^ but playing outside with them all day wore me out x_x they were diggin holes with the toy shovel in the backyard and taking turns was hard with one shovel and three little boys /)_< so I got each of them a plastic spoon LOL fun :P but know what's even more fun? Family drama! Yay -__- seriously? Just cause she has beef with my mom (who by the way didn't even start anything) my aunt couldn't even look at me. so my mom didn't do anything but she's gonna take it out on her anyway? And what the heck? Why not completely ignore that I exist just because I'm my moms daughter? Ha! Yea. Really mature -__- whatever. I'll just suck it up like I always do yea? On the plus side kathys present is all ready :] down side? I need to catch up ALOTALOT /)_< but lately I've been obsessed with one tree hill xD LOL season one on YouTube xD hehehe anyways super sleepy.. I think I'll go to bed early tonight. I owe danny 11surprises (only cause he was generous and let me slide some)

P.S. Happy five months <3

You're the perfect thing to say.

So yesterday I caught up with jessica and maria. Gag worthy? Sorry xD LOL it's good to catch up. I can't wait for kathys party thing so we can hang out :]

Last night me and mindy had a very interesting conversation till 430... yup. First sister to sister girl talk like... EVER??? LOL we talked about uhhh motorcycles... LOL and the perfect way to reject a proposal *bang bang* "try again another time when I'm NOT pmsing" *walks away* LOL so mean. I didn't think of it.. That was all mindy :P and we talked about how her future boyfriend is gonna be her opposite and she described my opposite since opposites attract. She described danny LOL xD we talked about a lot of stuff. Seriously... First time ever. She never opens up like this. It all started becaus she was fawning over "mr. Intensity" LOL .. Funny...

A little bit of heaven and a little bit of hell.

a little more than an hour and my hair still looks the same... O____o and my flow just started today too so sitting still was hellaaaaa uncomfortable D: but seriously.. it was like an hour and 6 minutes.. maybe more /)_< i need a real haircut -______-

things on my mind:
-kathys present... OMGOMGOMG O_____O
-eastofeden... i dont wanna D: *throws a fit*
-the song "happyending"... so pretty ^-^ but sad =/
-and YOUUUUUUUUUU ;D

A falling star, least I fall alone.

*sigh* accident?! ... thats just AWESOME... I can't sleep >.< I've been laying in bed for an hour and a half /)_< I guess now I owe danny 8 or 9 surprises? ... I think I lost count LOL and I only have one surprise in mind xD this is gonna be really hard...

So today we had a girls day out. We went to the mall and tastea and stuff.. and vivian updated us. I'm so proud of her for taking that big step :'] cause oh my daaang... that took a lot of guts *APPLAUSE* LOL I really hope it works out for her and that cookie dough doesn't give up and especially that she doesn't give up... I'm scared that she might >.< she's let it go before... it's her turn to fight for it.. slowly but surely >.< good luck dearie

You're my silver lining covered in gold.

So last night we finally went home. My mom made this weird vegetable/fruit smoothie drink that looked like chunky green slime for me and mindy to drink... It wasn't that bad just a little hard to swallow? But my dad came in and saw as and he laughed at us like a " HAHA SUCKERS :P" kind of laugh... Was it really that bad?! LOL anyway after that I gave mindy the her presents. She didn't like the socks I got her cause they lowered her self esteem and weren't PURPLE and black... Apparently I'm colorblind /)_< and she told me the gaara danny bought for her was ok... But then she told kathy that she liked it ... I think she liked it. Yay ^_^ so I have a confession to make... Even though danny gave me 15 extra minutes... I still didn't meet my curfew xD I was in bed by 145 but I didn't sleep until like 155 or something like that so uhh 7 surprises including tonights xD

Today was mindys birthday. Happy fourteenth bday! We woke up early and went to the shop.. Where my mom put me to work as the cashier and stuff. Then kim finally came and we talked a bit. Then Daniel, doreena, huong, and kathy came I visit. Daniel decided not to hit on kim LOL which is funny cause she seemed to know what he was up to and was mean to him xD sorry Daniel LOL he took us to the los Cerritos mall anyway. There we went to forever 21 where I finally got new jeans. They fit so nice too :'] yay lol now my top priority is getting shorts that my parents will approve of :P so we went back to the shop where we painted each others nails ... I suck LOL but that's ok :P then we all went out to eat at this one viet restaurant that I'm too lazy to spell out cause I can't xD then we all went back to my place to cut mindys cake. Doreena stuffed mindys face with whipped cream but Tracy didn't know how to use my camera so we got nothing.../)_< then I stuffed whipped cream in my moms face but she got me back LOL it was really gross xD after we cleaned up my mom gave peter and mart a beauty treatment.. xD such BABIES but hella funny xD when they finished with all that everyone went home and we hung out with kim a bit... I feel bad cause it seems like she's bored with us >.< she's so much older than us and I feel... Immature which I am :P but yea all in all it was a pretty good day..

Except omgoodness stupid mindy for making my mom feel bad... She didn't have to embarrass my mom in front of everyone -__- stupid giiiiirl. And I hate it when people talk crap about other people behind their back and they get all "nice" to their face. And I didn't talk to danny much today =/ bummer...

For what it's worth, darling dear, I wish you were here.

So ooooh now danny owes me a suprise cause I fell asleep before him last night :P somewhere around 330ish? xD but whatever I still owe him five counting tonight :P anywayss I forgot what time I woke up this morning but it was pretty late and my aunt was getting pissy :P my bad... So we went to chuck e cheeses today for amie's birthday Fun lol me and kathy got the jackpot like four times xD and then we lost that winnng streak cause that machine was getting whack :P and playing that basketball game is always fun haha high score was 49 I think? Lol I don't even remember but niiiice xD LOL then we took those sketch pictures and tried to fit the four of us in one picture.... Fail :P me and kathy were always cut off LOL and mindys big head was always taking up all the room :P I only like the funny picture I took with kathy... I tried to take a solo pic but... That was fail too D: after that we went to Asia buffet where I saw victor he gave me this awkward wave LOL speaking of awkward... Anthony made me feel super awkward today /)_(\ why did he have to pick on me?! But at least he doesn't hate us like last year LOL yeaaa after we ate we went on a walk around the krikorian metroplex place. I love that place. It's so perfect. There's food and frozen yogurt and walmart and a mall and the movies :P but anyway we played with the little kiddies and brandon was being the cutie he is xD then me vivian and kathy ran up the down escelater LOL I've always wanted to do that but I never had the guts to xD dudeee it's tiring and it hurt my eyes cause i was staring at the steps LOL then we reunited with the aunts and uncles and just talked I guess. Then we decided to watch harry potter since we were already there. But just us four while the older cousins and their friends went off to do stuff :P pshh whatever lol the movie was pretty good. Soooo INTENSE. But imjust waiting for the last movie so there can be a happy ending already :P but I have to admit there were some pretty cute parts that just made me go awww xD so we're back home and I'm waiting for my hair to dry already cause I'm hella tired D:

I got the perfect surprise for danny today but I don't like it D: I'm so disappointed that I killed it /)_< so since it's like after midnight... It's our four month <3 I'm sooo not getting the month number wrong this time xD

Because when the sun shines we'll shine together.

Today was fun :] warner. Park. Stater brothers. I'm glad danny and kathy came to visit but I wish I didn't have to be so paranoid /)_< I hid behind dannys shirt a lot until I decided that I was out too long and got dropped off at the house. Later I called them back to hear that kathy fell off a tree and needed bandaids... I almost believed them too /)_(\ then kathy "went home" and danny was being followed by a hobo with a shopping cart making weird noises... I believed that too D: so I told him to come back to the house and I'd keep him company... I AM gullible /)_(\ why would a hobo be following him? Durr /)_< but I guess it's ok cause walking around the neighborhood with danny wasn't soooo bad :P except there were these yappy dogs and I was like whatever cause they were behind a fence but then we heard a deep bark and a giant lab came out of nowhere with NO LEASH /)_(\ I was ready to run but danny wouldnt let me... Then we watched the lab leave a present on the lawn and walk into the neighbors garage.... Who KNOWS what he left in there :P lovely neightbors eh? Lol then I had to get back before my aunt came home from work and danny walked back to warner. I helped vivian with some of her homework and then took a really long nap.. Didn't wake up til 9? Took a shower. Ate. Watched the secret life. Prayed. Then ate again xD omgoodness I'm craving pancakes D: yuck. stupid red ninja makes me go crazy -__- anyways I just finished watching the movie 10 things I hate about you. What a cute movie xD it's definitely a favorite. Sooooo cute xD I'd watch the abc family series for it next but the itouch is totally drained and I'm a little sleepy. Calling kathy at 7 again :P and now I owe danny 4 surprises xD

With you not around it's a little more than I can stand.

Today I woke up at 2ish? Or somewhere around there. Ate rice for breakfast. Had an intense conversation/girl talk with kathy then watched harry potter. Then talked to danny. I love it when I can hear him smiling xD then we went out and ate crawfish. Yummm xD and when we got back to doreenas house we watched the Disneyland fireworks from her driveway. They were so pretty ^___^ while the others watched shining inheritence I was busy making dannys headache worse D: until he finally decided he would go to sleep :P then the five of us got together for a girl talk with brownies and vanilla ice cream. I couldn't say much about my stuff because honestly there's nothing to say. I'm just happy xD and id probably bore them anyway :P kathy opened up and even vivian. OMGoodness. FINALLY. I've been waiting forever to hear that girls story. Her blogs freaked me out and she never found the right time to tell me -___- but omg she's so cute LOL we helped her to make the first step in "going back to November" and we are sooooo dressing her up for church tomorrow because "sparks will fly when he meets her eyes" xD eeeep I'm so excited xD the thing is.... We're all kinda dressing up so her mom won't single her out... I guess I don't really mind :P I have to admit it's kinda fun to dress up but also kinda embarrassing when people notice xD anyways tomorrow we begin operation: back to November. ;D okok I just came up with that like right now but it works LOL I really hope he replies to her IM and I really hope this works out for the both of them >.< I like watching people fall in love or anything close to it. I like happy endings that lead to happy beginnings. I guess that's why I love watching kdramas... So it's not because of the cute guys :P *fingers crossed* let's hope this works >.<

Uhhh I told danny I'd try to sleep earlier.... It's passed four /)_< I owe him 2 surprises :P

I'm feeling like I'm falling away.

Panda plush so cuuute xD mmm super saiyan? /)_(\ moderation. Mhmm. so anyway today me and mindy went to doreenas house and I guess we're here for a couple of days :P I'm still not over my homesickness and stuff and I promised myself I'd start on east of Eden this week D: what happened?! If my cousins from Florida visit next week I won't have the time D: and then the week after that it's mindy and amie's birthdays... They're probably gonna have joint bday whether mindy likes it or not :P and speaking of birthdays omgoodness kevin made me feel so bad for not going to any of his and duys bday things D: it's not like I really have a choice >.< it's not like I don't care about them and the guilt trip was ridiculous >:O so not fair... And omgoodness kathys bday is coming up >.< what do I get her?! D: present shopping is so hard /)_< rawr and I hope Ill at least get to go to kathys bday thing if she ever gets around to planning it :P ahh I miss everyone >.<

So anyway today I took a nap and when I woke up I was like half asleep and mindy and my cousins were going to vivians house and was just like go without me... There's no room anyway. Then I went back to sleep sorta and when I came to my senses I realized I was home alone /)_(\ and doreenas house is hella scary D: last year me and my cousins thought it was haunted... I still kinda get freaked out about it but danny called and he kept me company <3 even though he did scare me a bit more -__- anyway :P I really had to go potty and I was really hungry but I was too scared to leave doreenas room and after like an hour and a half I decided to man up and find something to eat and I heard Daniel in his room xD silly me. He was home the whole time so I wasn't really alone LOL yup yup so smaaaaaaart xD and later when everyone came home we just did whatever and then baked and decorated cakes. The others had fun mixing frosting colors while I took a shower and when they finished we all decorated our own piece of the cake :P hehe we're such amateurs lol we finally finished at like 130ish or something? Idk I wasn't really paying attention to the time :P and we all ate our decorated piece. Yum ^_^ lol but all the frosting made the cakes soooo sweet >.< it was pretty good but I wish I didn't put so much frosting. Super sweet stuff isn't really my thing :P and now I'm super tired...

Buh buh big BANG.

new songs. new MVs. new hair. WTF why do they look so gay?! D: gdragon looks like a girl with his freakishly long hair. how did it grow so fast?! he used to be half bald... o.o why does top look a little feminine???? NOOOOOOOOOO.... and daesung too... but who really cares about him LOL at least taeyang and seungri look normal :DDD and daesung and seungri sang more in gara gara. but uhh i dont really like that song. ehh 2NE1's "I dont care" song is pretty catchy though :]

mmm a lot has happened in the past.. what? 2 weeks? idk i kinda lost track of time. ill do a recap laters. so this weekend is thomas and lena are here to visit. lena is sooo cute xD and the way she talks is freaking adorable. thomas is just his usual self but less aggressive and more adorable :] and i heard brandon was being super cute on his walk with mindy and vivian. omgoodness! all these little people xD plans for next week? family time. possibly the beach this saturday? then idk what else. my visit. its my turn. im excited. but i just know something is gonna ruin my plans. then i MIGHT go to kevin and duy's birthday thing. or at least one of them im way too scared to ask though /)_(\ but i already got their presents. tay and jeff too since i owe them for their birthday xD better late than never right?? which reminds me.. dinh dropped me off at the mall... the trip wasnt as awkward as i thought it would be. somehow we started talking about amusement parks and swimming and stuff LOL but poor dinh. his face lit up when tracy called but theyre like broken up or something? .<