Are we different?

it feels like m[a]jkk has drifted :'[ i miss it. im remembering our intense conversations and how it was so easy to just call any of them up when i was down. i know ive been out of it. but it feels like id be burdening them. i tried. like last time. but maria was stuck in the middle with my problems and i felt really bad. so i kinda stopped. they keep telling me that thats what friends are for and i know that thats the same thing id say to them too. now i just feel stupid >.<