I dont want to fall to pieces.

imsorry.

that i dont take risks.
that i keep to myself sometimes.
that i dont always talk about whats bothering me.
that im scared of losing you.
that im ambiguous.
that i make you overthink things.
that sometimes i push you away (but i always wish youd come back).
that sometimes i do things that make you nervous.
that im incapable of giving you that luxury.

i dont do it on purpose but sometimes you do some of these things to me too.